Pipin’s Weblog @ Holiday at Paradise

Actually sometimes, its just darn bored to write something that is very typical. So i upload pictures to share some view of what my eyes can see if I’m upstairs.

so you can see what i saw around. how my neighborhood looked like ? what are they duing ? (enlarge those picture below, one click on it will do)

Today 5.20 pm, i just finished my work at the farm. not that tired coz I’m not driving today. so i snap some pic for ya, a little bit late, but at least the sun is still shining, but about to fall as well.

Let me show you the 2 pic here (same pic, buy i snap in different angle) , this is the up front view, in the picture you can see, my around me. there are houses, and a car wash there. at the left, you can see the 2 white mini fan. they do wash car alot till 9.00pm, they duing good business. he he but have to wait for a long time. coz they use manual lee…

Next, this is the up right side. da house is my grandma house. i live just beside my grandma house. sometime I’ll visit. if I’m inside that house. ohhh feel so peace. so nice, coz the air circulation is great. if there will be a BBQ, i wont skip, no matter wat time izit, coz so near to me, just cant miss the BBQ. =P rugi lee…

Ok, we go to the back side, that building is what ah… " itu tempat masak ban" owned by my uncle. sometime very luan one that place. orhhh they work like 24 hours someday, its just so noisy. but its ok . used to it.

Ok , Now is the last part. the up Left side. the side that i hate the most. coz this is the mosquito base. i do kill mosquito alot.

So now, I’m 21 years old. with a very lovely past and with a very messy future i guess. so i started to give a shit for my life and my problem. i think further and further about my future.

currently i can be a very patient guy, very playful type, but my dark side is my bad temper. sometimes i cant control my head. i m about to blow up, even my fish cant make me smile, coz even i smile , it never solve my problem . this is the reality

Maybe i just made a wrong decision when my dad ask me to work with him. and i have to forget about my plan to work at Malaysia. I’m dreaming of, working in a company , even makan gaji, but with a happy environment, after a while then only i setup my own business. hihi can i?, do i matured enough?  it is time to payback my dad anyway. now have to go on with the step i took.

there are some chapter in my life that i still cant understand in this simple life , its family. Family is where all gather and solve problem together as peaceful as possible. but me like a mess. quarrel is happen like everyday. anger, bad temper. everything that caused me mad mad. so i go upstairs, feel the air, the cold at night and smoke. bad way of making my head calm. sometime i just lost. sometime i still can manage my head not to blow up. i also think , whether with all the anger and bad temper happens a lot at my  young age. will all of that stuff will affect my future behavior?. i scared, i will change and become bad guy.

Can i just go out and work? leave my family , so i can have a better day to pass on each day ?  Nah. i dint think that will solve my problem. Family is where pop mom  bro and sis can sit down talk having fun joke and quarrel sometimes and normal like a family should be.I’m sure there will be a solution one day. there will be a peace one day.

So i write this bad memory to my blog. to make me remember, give up or run a way its the solution to a problem. hope one day i can be a better person. better not meaning having lots lots of bucks in DA bank or become rich guy he he… better in term of the way we live this life. end of story… go sleep2……

Tonite, so free leh, coz tomorow is sunday. i think i will go swim tomorow if only i can wake up.

long time never do jogging. today afternoon. i did my jogging on the road just right in front of my house. i ran all the way to the back till the housing area "VIlla Duyung" its about 2 km,i plan to meet up the security guard and ask them whether i can meet the facilities department staff. i wanted to offer my slef to be swimming instructor there. BUT shit laa… no one there.. security guard ponteng i think. so i ran back again to home (oughhh so tired.) next time i’ll do taichi if my friend > Mr Robert teach me hehe. he said its 1000% better than jogging. hmm Xiao Si fu Mr Robert Teach me yaa….

this saturday nite, not that bored. at least i can online and meet some old friends and do something with my blog. so sien leh . no topic to write. only wat i did today. i read also i feel sien lah… pui pui…

Bezita adalah putera raja orang saiya.Planetnya iaitu planet bezita telah dimusnahkan oleh fliza.Dia dan beberapa orang saiya telah dihantar ke planet lain sebelum dimusnahkan. ke lian lah him

Dia telah datang ke bumi untuk mencari mutiara naga tetapi dihalang oleh goku dan rakan tetapi selepas beberapa pertempuran dia telah menjadi budak baik. Dia telah berkahwin dengan bulma dan mendapat seorang anak bernama trunks ( dia pun handosme la).Bezita dapat menjadi orang   saiya sehingga peringkat ke4. Dia juga boleh bercantum dengan goku untuk menjadi gojita.

This one is my favourite character. even he is lansi type but still cool and great.

Yesterday, i feel better , i feel relief and with other good feeling with my self and family of course.

before that , a lot lot of bad thing happen last year.

luckly my dad invite the "orang pandai" from jakarta. his name is Mr.Asan if im not mistaken. old man with a great spiritual ability and "feng sui". after he go around the house. he correct everything that cause the bad thing happen previously . it start from the door, window , mirror position. he is special , unique. and for some people may not believe of his advise. but i damn believe on those stuff.

Hope life will be better and better.

I believe that Stupid Thing may Happen once in a while.

But Do You realize , when that Stupid Thing end, it end with some lesson to our life ?

So sien leee… today i write stupid stuff, and i do learn something now : DOnt Learn to DO STUPID THING…….

For those who born in the year of rat, please Click on the picture below to maximize it.

ohh gosh, very hard to edit the pics usin g the paitns programs. i prefer adobe photoshop to touch up the photos. coz they are just perfect for me.

The topic today is the shio "rat", there are many others shio, but i choose mine. hehe.

Ok let me start . Those picture of the glass , is the glass that i used to drink >  See there is "robbery rat" painting on the glass. im the boy who born at the year of rat. at the back of the glass, there are some words explaining about THE RAT.

It says that The guy who born at the year of rat is dependable , charming , artistic and creative. it also says that most of blue movie producers are born at the year of rat (ohh should i be proud ~~). other than that, they are able to perform well in crisis. And They can be equally sucessfull as a top company director or as a bank robber (if i will be a bank robber, i will be pro man like in the movie).

Huh, i dont really know wherther it is true or not. but dun Chap about it so much. mai siong sin sio cee haha…

I have found the way out to relieve stress at home , some of us may have a very bad temper behaviour. we just want to broke something off to calm our head. this may happen becaused of our different type of background. be kuai lah, wa e bin nia kana phai kia. heee… so bad leee…

so i bought this 9 koki fishes and put them in an aquarium. they are very colorful (white,red,gold,black), very fruitfull, very peace while they flying inside the water. sometimes if im not in the mood, or my head is about to blow. i look at those fishes. it helps me to smile alot. cin chu bii ee, iu lai iu khi.